First I want to assure you that those of us whom you've gotten to know the best - myself, Michelle, Roxy, and Maria - are OK as are some of those you've gotten to know through us - Dana, Gail, Chelsea, Gina and Daniel - are OK as well. Unfortunately, though, COVID struck our community. One person we've mentioned here got quite sick but is OK while someone else, sadly, passed away. For privacy, we won't say who. But Maria in consultation with corporate management decided to close our studio until vaccines are available. It's a devastating decision, especially for Maria, but a necessary one.
For my part I'm having some surgery on my foot in a couple of weeks; nothing serious but it will knock me out for a couple of months at least. All of us have enough money in the bank to get along fine. Michelle, Gina, Chelsea and I have enough videos selling to supplement savings so we'll do OK.
With Daniel and I getting back on good terms, he made me a wonderful present in giving me one of the dogs we raised together - Saxs. We've all doted on him and he's living an awesome life. The dog Daniel and I got not long before we divorced and who is handicapped got himself a doggie wheelchair and it was wonderful to see him walking on his own again.
So now about the future of this site and the four of us on the internet, which is what I'm sure you are most interested in. The truth is I haven't made up my mind, but I'm down to four possibilities: (1) go back to a private site with just those of you who have been consistent in interacting with us - and I suspect you know who you are or aren't; (2) start publishing strictly on xhamster where we already have 2,000+ followers and videos with over 1 million views; (3) keep going as we're going; (4) retire from our online life. (3) probably isn't going to happen. I'm thinking (1) and (4) are the best possibilities but I won't rule out (2).
It's sad to think we may just retire from our online life as I've been doing this for 10+ years and Michelle has been for 8+ years and we've gotten to know a lot of you. But, fuck, I'm 70 years old and life has been rough for the last 4 or so since Jake was diagnosed with ALS and died November 2019. Now another of our close friends is gone from COVID. I've got a book to write and Michelle has a career to follow. Maria is corporate now and Roxy is a budding star. I have to admit there is a huge part of me that just wants to say "Fuck it" and let myself become nothing more than the noble profession of being a mother and a grandmother - and a dog mother.
I can definitely say that I won't look back on life and regret things I didn't do. That's a pretty nice thing to say at 70.
Kisses, Marti (OYO)
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I know I haven't been as active as I once was, been caring for my new wife during her on going cancer battle. I am also so sorry for your recent loss. I know they were truly loved and will be missed. As far as what the future holds, if its option 1 I hope that am will be considered for one of those spots, and of course I will follow if you chose option 2. But if you do ultimately choose option 4, just know you all will be in my thoughts and well wishes...and you have tease so many different tales that were left untold that I hope you find a way to let all of us know when that book of yours is going to come out.
If option 4 is your choice and this is the end, then my dear, its been a wild ride and I want thank you most wholeheartedly for everything you have given us, your followers, your online lovers over the years.
Having said that and been noble and proper and with a tear in my eye, now I'm on my knees begging and screaming, no, no please no, don't let this be the end. It can't be the end.
OH NO! I pass along my best wishes and hopes for a speedy recovery. This plague is awful. I'm lucky that no one in my immediate sphere has had it, but it is creeping inward. "My sphere" generally remembers the early 80s and takes this quite seriously. I do hope whoever caught it comes through with the least of impact.
As for the other bits, you do you. What's best for you and yours is best all around. Huge hugs (anonymously and online, but still). You all have been amazing to us free-loaders and never will be forgotten.
I only just realized the "gone" part. I am so, so, so sorry. Furious at how this has been allowed to happen, but very sorry for all your loss.
Your extended family is amazing. Nothing like this should happen to y'all.
Hey you. Thanks for letting us know you guys are ok. It has been a rough road to hoe but you have time to figure it out. Its been a wonderful ride and I'm really glad I was able to go along and all good things must come to and end and you've done at long time. To keep my sexual interest up all these years and for that I than you and to retire you've earn. But you've got to give us diehards on last chance to be with you before you go in some form (personal preferred) or exclusive video or my life won't be complete. No 1 could also be a slow phase into semi-retirement or try the personal emails again. The end of our relationship is something I am not looking forward to :(..
Dealing with loss is never easy, adding the uncertainty surrounding this whole thing just compounds it. I never know what to say except that I am sorry you're having to go through this.
As for what happens next in your online life, of course I selfishly want you to continue in some fashion and will follow you wherever you decide to go. As long as what you're doing brings you joy, I just want you to be happy.
Does Daniel have Macy?
Hi Marti, well I knew this crossroad would come someday but like other things you’re never really ready for it no matter what. Obviously I’m hoping you don’t retire from online but unfortunately (unfortunately because I’m still young-ish) I get it. Since Apple doesn’t “allow” password only sites like Blogger I’m also hoping you don’t do that so I’m hoping Xhamster. On the lighter side side I’m glad you’re getting Saks back and cool that the other dog now has a wheelchair to help him!her around.
hello marti...wanted to say so sorry and my condolences for your loss. covid has been the worse thing to ever happen. it has impact everyone's life and waiting for the day we have control over it. i also wanted to say glad to hear you all are safe and sound..as for the future of this site just know that no matter what you select to do we will support you. if there are some who do not agree just block them and move forward with what makes you happy cause at the end of it that is the only thing that matters.
Dear Marti:
I wonder if perhaps the things your faithful followers really love the most might be the easiest to keep going.
Yes, of course, we'd all love to watch your latest porn productions, and a line up for bukkake. But I've never seen a single one of your videos, other than three ancient Pornhub postings, and none of that is what makes this my first stop on each wanking mission.
It's you and the girls, just living your lives as you do, loving one another as you do, and telling us about it. Just even snapshots with your phones are fabulous. We don't need any professionals involved for that.
Just arrange things to make life easy for all of you, and just do the things you love doing. Your girls won't want to stop making love to you, and you won't want them to stop it either. Just post about it and take an occasional snap, and there you are.
We love to hear about you and your girls and the love you all share. That's what keeps us coming here. Remember, the biggest sex organ is the brain.
--Dave
I know I don't post too much either but I always stay on top of the blog and I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you don't lose anymore. We all love you and will support whatever decision you make. <3
Niplover:
Having just turned 70 myself in Nov I can understand where you are at this point in your life. Priorities change as we navigate life, often due to circumstances out of our control. As much as I would love to see you continue on Pornhub, or some other site, the decision is yours to make. Whatever direction you choose know that I will support you Marti. Follow you heart to happiness !!!!!!
First, I am extremely glad to hear that everyone is doing well, at this time with COVID raging it's getting harder to stay safe, and it is unfortunate that someone did pass away, I offer my condolences.
Second, a small confession on my part. Admittedly I haven't been as active for a few reasons. I have had to take care of a lot of family business over the last couple of months, and along with some personal stresses with work and other things as the year is coming to an end, it's taken an emotional toll. When this happens I tend to be very withdrawn because (as you can imagine) it's very easy for things like depression to sink in when things pile on and the mind wanders. I hope that given the chance things turn around and I can pop back on here and a couple other places as well soon.
Third, it's great that Saks is back and is starting to be like his old self! That's a blessing, even moreso with you and Daniel getting back on good terms.
Finally, whatever decision you make about your future, I will be amongst those who support it no matter what. You did mention long ago that you had a date in mind for retirement that is coming up. While I do hope I get another chance if you decide to go with option 1, and will gladly follow you on Xhamster with option 2, if you ultimately decide on option 4, it will be a great way to spend your golden years and reflect back on all of your adventures.
Just know that whatever happens, I will still carry my dream of being one of those lucky guys in your PM/FM sessions, winning your contests, or creating a jar to carry to you with pride so I could have fun with you and everyone.
As always, be well.
i've been jerking off to you for years marti, but if this is the end, them i understand. i've enjoyed the journey from tumblr to blogspot then the private blog and now here
Hi there, Mama Marti.
First off, sorry I haven't been as active as before. I've been dealing with my own health and financial issues. Not COVID-related, thankfully, but I was diagnosed with colon cancer earlier this year. So, I've been in chemo most of the months since. I'm ok for the time being but it's been rough enough. As rough as it's been for me, I can't even imagine what you all have been going through. I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your friend, especially during a time like this. 😔 I do hope that your surgery goes well. You've survived so much and made your life one of the most amazing that I've ever heard of and I love and admire you for it. Please send my well-wishes to Michelle and all the rest of your friends. I still love everything you've shared with us and I do hope you're still able to put out more content, but I'll understand whatever you decide to do (though, speaking selfishly, I do hope you choose options 1 or 2).
I do wish Happy Holidays to you and yours and do know I'll still be thinking fondly of you, no matter what. Take good care of yourselves and do know we're with you all.
With Love from your Big Breast-worshipping Bard,
Brian 8==============================D~~(OYO)
I don't know about anyone else but I'm going into Marti withdrawal and it ain't pretty.
I hope the new year finds y'all better than the last.
Happy new year.
I'm personally really hoping for 2. I dont often comment because I dont like using my email on this stuff, but I read every post. I'd be really sad if I didnt get to read your stories or see your big beauties anymore :(
I would like to help and give support where is the link to the hamster to purchase video? Positive thoughts and vibes to yours
Marti, what a wonderful note. And first off..I am very sorry that one of your "extended family" has passed. That is terrible and so soon after your beloved son Jake passed. I am so sorry for you and all of yours. GOD bless you all.
And it has now been about two months...or so...more or less...since your foot surgery...how are you. and how is. your recovery. As someone who, once upon a time...had three foot surgeries on my 24 9E's...yes, custom made shoes for my 24 EEEEEEEEE feet...I know how important how feet are to our overall health and well being and sense of mobility and ability to enjoy life. Please let me know how you are. And you can delete this part....I would "guess" that it was either Gail or Dana that passed. My sincerest hope is that you only remember all the very best of them and how they loved you.
Ben. HungBigBen@yahoo.com
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