Past Martis

(This was a post from our last blog that I thought I would bring back into this one.  For those of you new to my sex life it will start explaining a few things.  I'll be fleshing stuff out over the coming months.)

I feel this is an important post for both me understanding what brought me to my here and now and for you to begin to fully understand my journey.  As you can plainly see, there are four women in the virtual 3D pictures above: AND THEY ARE ALL ME!  The one in the middle sitting on the sofa is who I will call Now Marti; she is who I am now.  She is surrounded by the three Marti's of my sexual past who brought me to this rather evocative sexual place in my life.  You will notice, I'm sure, that all four versions of me are topless; my big tits have always been the center of my sexual life and from the beginning defined me sexually.  Also notice that all four Martis have their hands on Now Marti's tits; that's because my breasts are larger now than they've ever been because of my ability to sexually lactate.  All my previous Martis are wishing her breasts were that big while they were in charge.

Now, let me introduce you to the other three Martis.  First, to my right is Teen Marti - she represents my sex life between the ages of 18 and 25.  That's her just below:

It is Teen Marti who is most responsible for who I am sexually.  It is she who holds the secret I kept talking about on Tumblr and I hope soon to reveal.  She actually had the second largest boobs of the four Martis.  In the 9th grade she was a flat-chested, zit-faced nobobdy; by the time she graduated high school her complexion had cleared and she carried G cup breasts.  Had there been a senior superlative for "Girl Most Guys Want to Fuck" she would have won hands down; she settled for most attractive and varsity cheerleader.  But with all the young studs who desperately wanted to feel her up, she lost her virginity to and gave all her sexual being to one guy - that is the secret yet to be revealed.  Still, the things she most enjoyed sexually are the things Now Marti also enjoys the most.  She gave me my sexuality.  Her three priorities in life were: (1) Man cum; (2) Cock; (3) The development of her body.


Behind Now Marti is Mom Marti and is the one shown just below and represents me from age 26 to age 40:

You may have noticed that Now Marti is leaning back against Mom Marti; that is because Mom Marti is my strength and my support.  She is the one who whispers to me that she lived through hell with a man (my first ex) she learned to hate for the sake of her children and that Now Marti, having been through all that, deserves all the pleasures she now receives.  She calms me when I cry about my son Jake's fatal illness by reminding me of the wonderful times with him.  (Update: Jake passed away in November of 2019.)  Her sex life was between forgetful and bad, but she found solace in her body and making it all it could be through lots of exercise and healthy diet.  She was a mere 100 pounds with DDD breasts.  She didn't know it, but her body and the fact she loved to wear bikinis to show it off, had an effect on two people who would, during Now Marti's time, become her two most special lovers.  You long-time readers will know who those two are.

To Now Marti's left is Cougar Marti who represents me from age 41 to 59 and she replaced Mom Marti the second I divorced my ex.  She is the one depicted just below:

Cougar Marti was wild and was the epitome of a Cougar - at least until she met and married my cuckold second husband Daniel.  She had bad experiences with older men including her ex, so she directed her new sexual freedom toward younger men, especially men in their 20's and early 30's.  She was sexually brazen and highly flirtatious, that is until she was gang raped.  It is that cause and effect that she reminds me to exercise, to be careful enough so that good things don't go bad.  Soon after the rape, she found Daniel and she found her cornerstone that she gave to Now Marti.  Through Daniel she was the luckiest Marti as Daniel encouraged her to go nude on the internet and finally to cuckold him.  And it was the later that blossomed into my porn career, my having had sex with nearly 7,000 men and 1,000 women, and who made me who I am today.  She carried Mom Marti's DDD figure and thin waist well into her 50's.  (Update: Daniel and I divorced in the fall of 2019.  The divorce was amicable and we're still friends.)